confidential

I will trust you.. I will..

Please don't break me..

Every day that passes by gets me sadder and sadder.. I keep hiding my feelings from everyone around.. It's just crazy.. And everyday, you would news me about things.. Today, you told me about something that would make it possible for you to get mixed again with something about the past.. I don't know. Maybe I'm just over analyzing things. I wish I coud stop thinking for even just a day.

I hope this will be over.. I'm looking forward to seeing you this friday!

Love you!

I want to be honest with you. I don't like it that you are far away.. I want to see you.. But yeah, I know, we don't have a choice right now.. So I felt a little bit relieved when you told me we will look for a new place this weekend so we can be together again.. I hope we will find a place for us.. I really do...

I just want to see you.. I want to be with you again just like we used to..

I miss you and I'm crying..

It was early morning when we woke up and shared our love together.. I want this moment to last forever.. But then, time flies and so we decided to settle with us living apart this week.. hoping we can find a new place next weekend so we can transfer and be together again.. I'm so praying for that.. This week, I will have to work and return to my place..

I wanted to cry.. I wanted to just cry..

I will miss you again.. I always miss you..

It feels strange that we are on the same place but I don't see you everytime I go home. I used to feel excited everytime I go home because I knew you are there waiting for me at home. I miss the time when I see you after work because all the stress is relieved when I get home.. I miss the time when you were there everytime I wake up. I miss the time when it was always you I first see in the morning..

I miss it.. I miss you. I miss us..

So I cried tonight because I miss you..

I love you..

in the afternoon, we went to search for a solution to that little problem and we were unlucky.. I'm sad that we didn't have enough time and I guess if we won't really find a place to stay together in tomorrow, we will just have to settle with you staying at your aunt's place while I stay where I am right now - as of this time.. But you know, I don't really like it that way..

I don't want to regret that I left our place but honestly, I feel like regretting now.. I feel like crying..

I just want us to be together..

I guess there is a reason for all these..

So we searched but we didn't find anything yet. Let's see next weekend..

So we just went back, played a little of our game and went back to our temporary home.. It's heaven to be with you..

Love u everyday..